September 5th 2005

7:54 am

Where do I start???  Today’s the first day of Comprehensive School and I am crapping myself.  I’m wearing my new school uniform: black trousers, black shoes, black socks, black blazer, black and grey striped tie and a white shirt.  Literally no colour whatsoever!  My Primary School had a red and blue uniform, we didn’t have to wear a tie and we were allowed to wear trainers, the one I went to before that didn’t even have a uniform.  My blazer is too big, mam wants me to grow into it because they’re expensive.  My mam said she could have bought me three jumpers at my old school for the price of this blazer.

8:16 am

Dai, my little brother is watching ‘Bodger and Badger’.  My mam just brushed my hair, with much pain for me; my hair’s very thick and frizzy, that no amount of hairspray can control.

8:21 am

That’s the second mobile phone that’s gone through the wash, and mam has the nerve to blame me.  SHE’S the one who goes into my room, takes trousers that I’ve only worn once and puts them in the machine without checking the pocket.

8:56 am

We just had an assembly, where they assigned us to our form classes.  Surprise surprise, my friends Megan and Lucy are in same class together, Georgia and Chloe are in the same class, and Amy, my other friend went to an all girls’ school while I’m on my own with a bunch of strangers.   Well not all strangers, Ffïon Williams is in my class, she bullied me in Primary School.

Our form tutor, Miss Hills, gave us our time tables.  On Monday I’ve got Spanish, Science, Double Maths, History and Geography.  On Tuesday I’ve got Geography, English, Drama, Cookery, Art and French.  On Wednesday I’ve got Welsh, Science, Double Maths, History and R.E.  On Thursday I’ve got Welsh, English, Science, I.T, Music and Woodwork.  On Friday I’ve got English, P.S.E, I.T, Textiles and Double P.E.

12:42 pm

Out of the four teachers I’ve had so far today (including my form tutor), only one of them was nice.  My science teacher, unlike the others, did not begin by giving us a lecture.  Instead, we had quite a fun lesson, with this big ball thing, and people touched it their hair went static.  I chose not to participate, my hair is dreadful enough on its own. 

Our Spanish teacher, Mrs Cass, was short tempered, and told me off for being late.  It wasn’t my fault I got lost, the school has a stupid one way system, which everyone abuses, but when I tried to a teacher stopped me and told me off. 

Breaktime was lonely.  The others in my form all formed their own little groups and didn’t seem to want me.  I couldn’t find my friends anywhere.  I couldn’t ring them because my phone is at home, on the kitchen counter, in a bowl of rice.

Our maths teacher, Mr Duffy,  was awful, he gave us tests to determine what set we should be in (I assume I will be in the bottom set), then we had lesson, but he talked to fast, I got confused and got in trouble for asking for help.  By this time I had realised that teachers seemed to have it in for me, my older sister Siân, in year eight, has a reputation for getting into trouble.  Duffy the Vampire Slayer (as I have nicknamed him), kept us five minutes after the lunch bell all because of four boys who were talking in the back.

By the time I got to the canteen, the queue was a mile long.  I stood at the end of the line, and slowly I moved up; more people got in line behind me.  I was nearly at the front, when an older boy pushed in front of me.  After my feeble attempt to stand up to him a teacher came up to us, the same teacher that told me off earlier.  We both ended up being sent to the back of the line.  By the time I got to the food it was all gone, the boy had the last couple of chips; my lunch consisted of an orange, and a Yorkie bar from the vending machine.

3:15 pm

Guess who our last teacher was, Mr Murray, aka mean lunchtime teacher.  The same teacher my sister claims is out to get her, I believe her.  Mr Murray makes Mr Duffy look like a fluffy baby bunny.  It took a long time to get started thanks to the boys talking in the back again, THEN he gave us and extra-long lecture about not wasting time.  Ironically, the lecture was a waste of time.  Apparently the bell is for HIM and not for us; judging by the noise in the corridor after the bell rang, the other teachers missed the memo.  We were kept five minutes late while he assigned us homework, on the first day, to be completed by next lesson; which just so happened to be first lesson on Tuesday.

I ran into Georgia when leaving and we walked home together, she lives at the end of my street.  Apparently she had a great day, with great teachers, and she and Chloe made friends with these girls in their form.  Oh, and by the way, did I try the Spag Bol at lunch?  Apparently it was delicious.

September 22nd 2005

4:25 pm

Yeah, I know I haven’t written in here for a couple of weeks.  The first thing anyone should know about me is that I have commitment issues and I’m not very good at writing.  I know a lot of words, because I read a lot, but my spelling is atroshus.

5:02 pm

I think I might start each entry by writing “Dear Simba”, that’s my cat’s name.  Anne Frank’s diary entries begin with “Dear Kitty”, I know that wasn’t the name of her cat…I’m not entirely sure who Kitty is.  I’ve been reading “The Diary of Anne Frank”, as you can guess; my mam found it in a box of old books.  She was definitely better at keeping a diary, for one thing her entries are longer and she wrote EVERY DAY.

I definitely won’t be turning this one into a book, it’s not as if anyone would ever want to read about me…well maybe Angharad.  Angharad’s my new friend, she’s in my form.  She started school a week late, because she broke her leg over the summer; she just had her cast off.

I wish I broke something, I love to have a cool cast, and it would be pink…no, RED, and everyone would sign it!

My sister once sprained her ankle; she fell out of a tree.  She didn’t have a cast but she got to have crutches, and everyone fussed over her.

7:55 pm

Dear Simba, I just got back from Puppet Quest, that’s a youth club at my church, it is what it sounds like, we practice and put on puppet shows.  We’ve already started practicing our Christmas show, called “Christmas Countdown”, hosted by a talking camel.

8:30 pm

Dear Simba, Mam’s getting pissed off; Siân’s grounded and was supposed to come straight home from Puppet Quest, but instead she went off with her friend Emma.  She’s not home yet.

8:41 pm

Dear Simba, I’m gonna play on Neopets until bedtime.  Siân isn’t home yet.

9:36 pm

Dear Simba, I’m in bed…supposed to be sleeping, but Siân’s not home yet, so she won’t tell on me (unfortunately, we share a room).  Well, I’m gonna carry on reading “Anne Frank”, the streetlight outside my window gives me perfect reading light.  Nuh-Night!

September 30th 2005

12:49 pm

God, how I hate double P.E! The teacher, Miss Johnson, is ALWAYS having a go at me, whether I'm last back during cross country (someone has to be!) or not doing anything when we play rounders (SHE'S the one who makes me a deep fielder, no one ever hits the ball that far out!).

I can't be expected to perform well in P.E if I don't have a decent lunch, and somehow I always seem to be at the back of the queue, despite the fact that year sevens are supposed to be able to go to lunch 10 minutes earlier!  

On Mondays and Wednesdays we have maths with Mr Duffy, he always keeps us until the bell and his room's as far away from the canteen as possible!  

On Tuesdays we have cookery with Mrs Hastings, it's OK on the weeks we have a practical lesson (I just eat what I cook), but she keeps everyone back if ONE person acts up in her lesson, unfortunately we have David Phelps and Jordan Young who act up ALL THE TIME!  Plus, she also teaches us textiles before lunch on Fridays (meaning I don't get to eat before I'm forced to run around a pitch for nearly 2 hours!)

On Thursdays we have IT with Mr Murdoch...one of the ONLY cool teachers in the school, meaning Thursdays are the only days I have a good lunch! 

Unfortunately today is Friday and the apple I'm eating is hardly a nutritious substitute for sausage and chips, which had of course run out by the time I made it to the front of the queue. All that was left was ONE corn on the cob, that I am of course, allergic to.

3:22 pm

Have I said how much I hate double P.E yet, cos I really do hate it!  We had a cover teacher today, just as bad as Miss Johnson, but this one was unaware of how much I stink and made me be bowler in rounders, despite my protests!  No matter how many times I messed up she told me to "keep trying".

I walked home with Georgia, first time I saw her all day...she gave me my birthday present, a Crazy Frog CD....yes I like Crazy Frog, so what?

Oh yeah, today was my 12th birthday, I thought nothing would top the year we went to Oakwood Park and it started raining or the year my brother threw a tantrum because I had presents and he didn't.  I'd had a remote control car that year and Dai claimed it as his own and my parents wouldn't make him give it back...he still has it.

No one was in when I got home, Mam was working late, my Gran would have picked Dai up from school and Siân was presumably at Emma's house.  I just made myself some beans on toast and put my new CD on, at least Simba's here to keep me company.